I have never seen a UFO and had no interest in the subject until I was almost 40 years old. I was a B-movie, comicon, horror movie and magazine fan as a kid. I had no interest in ET unless it was a cool movie creature like in "Predator" or "Alien" and there was a lot of action in the movie. I started to experience paranormal activity in my early 30s when I moved to Oklahoma weeks after almost getting on doomed Pan Am flight 103 returning from Europe. This inadvertently led me to wanting to write a sci-fi novel regarding end time prophecy which led me to the UFO question.
Along the way, my opinion has changed numerous times as to the nature of this elusive intrusive subject. My involvement with MUFON was nuts and bolts; “They” were ships from outer space. As I learned more about the phenomenon, my opinion changed to, “They” were inter-dimensional. I was searching for the string theory of everything unexplained. You can only form your opinion after reading many books with different viewpoints on the topic. My books have gone from religious to anti-religious to the genetic engineering of us to Tribulation.
UFOs are real but are inexpiable by the close minded and by use of our primitive technology. Maybe if we weren’t trying to shoot them down we would be closer to an answer, but until disclosure is made this will remain an observational science. Although most appear to be neutral, you cannot ignore the statements of abductees. I believe that we have always been in contact with them for as long as 50,000 years. Some say we may be codependent on each other; us for progress as they pull us forward and them for genetic material. I cannot support a theory of evolution that has missing links. I also firmly believe in God and a spirit world. There is also the possibility that they occupy part of our minds since many people feel a detachment between their minds and bodies but believe there is intervention from a guardian angel at times and that events are predetermined. We absolutely have free will which is the whole point. It seems as though this has something to do with everything; I believe it goes way beyond “interplanetary” as an explanation. I believe there is a connection between all paranormal including religion, dimensions and UFOs. Maybe we’re just spirits on a human experience.
It is also obvious that the U.S. Air Force and C.I.A. have deliberately deceived the public in violation of the law and may be in communication with them. I also believe that our Defense Department is acting in our own best interests in this perverted act of protecting us and obtaining technology. The real Sword of Damocles that hangs over us is the scientific community’s failure to investigate this phenomena and the media’s failure to report on it seriously. Ufology has raised my consciousness and I no longer fear the unknown. I hope that humans are a unique and precious species in the Universe and not a resource for exploitation. I think the real threat of disclosure will be loyalty. Like a “Zeta” (Stockholm) Syndrome, many will side with the superior being, not their own kind.
But more importantly, how can we truly advance as a species until we know how we got here? How can we decide on our purpose until we know what the purpose of us is? If a superior Being created us, then we should all be in harmony with nature and non-violence. If we were genetically engineered then we should continue that engineering to reach perfection. If we evolved then we should continue the survival of the fittest pursuit of money and technology and be the best sinners possible.
I have found the UFO question to be the most profound of my life and it has led me to where I need to be and was probably meant to end up. But like Bruce Lee’s JKD style of fighting, you must clear your mind of preconceived ideas and boundaries in order to see what is actually confronting you and how to react to it.